Back on track..aint Lost

These days, the days have been nice and not to mention the weather. Very pleasing, yet a very very comfy sleep tucked into the bed with the warm comforter. Well, so far as we know it, days of days just go by like it. And activities of our lives moves...hmmm...well, my hand are now feeling fine, with no strings attached to it or any of the screws, nuts or bolts.

What a relief aye, i was kinda surprise to know that my strings that are attached to my hands after the op, they were pretty much can be desolve, talkin bout the tech of it. I was amazed, it was somehow like candy strings...hahhahaha...so, as months would have gone. I am back to gym training slowly. Its been fine, so no worries. Yes gyming alone is not an idea but least can keep up the focus for more improvements on certain parts. Hey dont go on the wrong side of the parts aye...im pretty good at it too...

Aight i guess i be signing off, and well be heading down to Melaka fo some holidays and yes, hopefully can meet Hang Tua and the rest of the nuts heads there. Inclusive of some of the english men who are situated there..still situated there.

Peace Out, Des.

Aunties of the Round Chatter Table

It started off as a good mornin and then some snoozin time and to the bathroom and sit n linger fo the moment time. Well my condition in the bathroom was rather nasty as i gotta take shower with only with 1hand and the other raisin up fo "Negaraku" time.

Indeed i had gone fo another op on my hand, and definitely not totally dumb, as the doc just sedate me fo half the body and I, well was too tired and wanna just sleep. Its funny though that you can just sleep througout the pain and agony of some random stranger open up yer hand on the cuttin table and just say..."Hmmm...this is interesting". How nice..aye

So, as time goes I am lingering in the house like a dead man...zombie almost, and so I decide to hit some breakfast at the nearby stall in my housing area. A coffee and some hot bowl of mee, a couple of eggs that should do the job. But it had to be interrupted by  a pack of aunts. I wouldnt say a bunch as i prefer but a pack.

They talk n laugh and joke and even chatter some nonsensical ideas together at the same time. Talkin bout travel, i hadnt been travelin much since theres work and theres life here in Ipoh. Have ya'll even wonder when does a pack of aunt would chat and start showing off their sons or daughters or small lil nephew and nieces be doin? Well at that exact moment i wanna put the mee into my mouth, there goes..." My son is goin to Cairo, Egypt."

Here goes the conversation..what an interesting mornin...i just cant stop laughin while walkin back home...

Aunt I : Wah your son go Cairo ar...all sands you know...

Aunt II : Yes ar...eh..there no taxi or car wan you know..all camel oni..those long neck animal..very smelly wan er..eyer..

Aunt III : I think i wanna buy the paper..neh~they use to draw some pic..then got the King lik that..

Aunt IV : Dont buy oh...very smelly wan ar...they got put some med...very very smelly wan er..aiyo!

Aunt I : What is that..the the...tree body ar...wahhh...nice hor...

Aunt IV : Eyer...very smelly wan er..chaik!

Aunt II : I think if you go..you can go and slide down the triangle building hor..wat u call ar..very VERY big wan oh

Aunt III : Eh...go there ar...make sure fly plane you know..cannot take so many things wan le..

Aunt I : Yes ar..aiyo...then i ask my son to not to take so many things oh...later get rob...

Aunt IV : There hor...all no taxi wan...all camel oni ar...So Hot you know..

Aunt II : Eh time to go lo...gotta go back cook soup...later no soup no nice oh

Aunt I : Yes ar..go buy ji yoke...chao lo..chao lo...

Aunt IV : Mmm..bye bye..Chao la..chao la..

There you go ladies and gentlemen..the story of how Egypt and as well as the Aunties of the Round Chatter Table...classic anot..im sure you guys know... =) 

Cheers mates.

The unspoken heart

Its been kinda long that time had passed us by,
But my heart still stays about the same.
There was never a change but just physically, though its only had been bigger,
The heart that calls out and stays by..still the same size and the same calling
But only it would wish to stay just layin beside you.

If there was a chance fo me to call it out,
Definitely i will and always will,
Hence the calls never been made nor ever been said.
Its sad, but still lonesome to hear out that name.
Time had brought us here, and still there wasnt any chance could ever hear from neither one of us.

How nice it was that i can still ever call yer name,
Making fun outta it and tickle you the way when you are not lookin,
Yes, those were the days and years but still it hasnt change much bout it.
Remembering the time that we had lost, i wish i could always know,
And could change.

If only i can mingle with the hands of time,
Definitly i will always mingle just fo the moment,
And fo that day, hoping that it will never end,
Or even pass but it will bring us to a whole new chapter in life.

Gone have been gone, a past had been a past,
But memories stays the same and shall never be tempted upon.
If only i could ever bring back that time,
If only i can only just stay till that very moment,
If only i would know bout that incident,
If only i can tell you that things are goin to be fine,
For the better of both of us, and fo our future.

But it had never ever made such moves,
Instead moves that were dumb,
Moves that brings bad things ahead,
Things that brings bad decisions,
Decisions that leads us to a whole new agenda,
Agenda that brings out circumstances which are not like the way we are.
We are where we stand, till the end of the day,
Till the end of the horizon, i only wished that i could have been with you.

Id say, that we would grow ol together,
Playin the piano one day when you walked the aisle,
Reading out our holy matrimony, and forever i lay peace in your arms,
Peaceful baskin in yer ambience till the day i grow ol with you.
Workin life, bringin a new born child into the world.
Raising em, seeing em grow, flyin high, soaring the skies just lik his daddy.

How nice that would have been,
When we reach to a certain age, seein our child grow,
At that moment i still say that i still love you.
I love you..


Des.

LOST...what season anyway?

Abandoned?Not really im still here lingering round and finding the time to blog some bout...so please bear with me fo the moment...i barely can even get some sleep handling this shit im onto. cheers mates...

Bangin the doldrums

Its finally here, and well i wouldnt say that it was everyones fav album or songs as it was tryna get into the industry with a better sound challenge. Linkin Park as always been an album or group that was either you like it or hate em.

Mike Shinoda was tryna make something new, i agree with that. As most songs were either too "clubby" or monotonic some sort of firefly?hahahahha...im not discriminatin all the genres that i have been through with friends. But evaluate every songs that i come across. How long has it been 10years?Linkin Park still stands as the most progressive band and not to mention with much progress in em, they have proved rappin and nu-metal can be collaborated along side. Not forgettin we had  Fort Minor to prove.

Bringin in underground bands such lik Dj Shadow and Greenlantern. Odd i might say, but it was good sound Mike had brought us along. So as for this Catalyse, hell i must say...a good album with words of wisdom and facin reality in world to come.

The Next Best Thing

Well, i have been long gone and indeed been missin out from a cruise ship and devour some delicious food from what i can say best that God could offer...hahhaa..not to mention the next best thing i can enjoy. The lime light of a rock star and ejoyin good music to my ears which of course i wished i could have bought myself a band and enjoyed it every day and night.

Now that mus have been a great plan, but i must say..i rather have myself be a self made millionare. Woot..dun be too over flatter now...hehehhehehe...more to come now, more to come. And i will update more on whats the best thing ever in life.

Work-A-Lot

Been in the office here, workin my ass off fo some money...and as well occupyin my time on several projects to come. Not to mention i have my final project on the progress, making it virtual and reality both comes at the same time. If only i could by some time from my boss...hmmm..i wonder i can do that..but anyhow..despite from being dissapointed, i will and will never fail and try to update as much as poss.

The moon..looked like a yolk you're eatin now...

There goes another month and gonna be the end of the year..its just the matter of time to let it all ends and askin ourselves..what accomplishments have we done and missed out or didnt yet accomplish due to our laziness and horrificly habits of draggin?

Well its Mid Autum month and yes..basically we can see kids holdin their fav superheroes or fav cartoon character of lanterns walkin round the block and showin off with their vibrant visible colors.Hmmm...when i was a kid i was worse than that of course..when comes to the box of candles which was left out behind and what do ya know..box..paper..its flamable and can be burnt. Creatin a mass bush fire of course was a failure at that very age. But with knowledge of my age and huge body....i think i could set fire fo the whole family down here.

Mooncakes and other traditional biscuits outta the chinese people, never could miss it. If you couldnt play the lanterns or any of the candles..well..simple light up some Ikea candles out of the porch and get some simple japanese lanterns to light up the environment, im sure that should be a no problem at all.

The last time i had lantern festival was with family, how good it was to see lotta actions there. Where the kids, started to burn their hands with wax and feelin good bout it. Wierd i must say, but hey we would learn pain from there aye. Gazin at the moon, laughin bout our day at work and at our daily progress, not to mention including our mistakes of it, eatin...drinkin..lighthin more candles and blowin them off. Those were the days i was with the most fav person.

Incomplete

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I'd try to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I'd try to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete 

Empty

Brain currently been not so me at all, and i just dont know what im thinkin about. Its hell of a disaster in there..whatever it is i hope...just hope and be glad to find a solution to it. Definitely to end this lil misery im having.

Sounded wierd, as lots of peeps been askin me am i ok..or am i still high on something else..or im just making it up? Honestly to tell...i am not high nor making things up just to gain the recognition or attention..dude..who would do that unless hes a mofo i hope to give a punch on the face.

Its a complicated case, i dont know how should i start or how would i do bout it. Tellin it..aint much help..killin myself..nah~that doesnt help much either. Hittin myself on the wall...hmmm...just remembered i got 4screws in my hand..makes me iron man aint it?hahhahaha...well...hmmm...im sobering..speechless but im typin here...WOW!

I wouldnt say that i am emo or down or lowback..but..i am rather not touched and i am complicated at thigs,who when where how why..WHY?? If only i can just face to face and ask ya..why..i think that solved most of the problems i have.

Smoking em pants

Im back into the brig...hmmm..come to think of it why'd would'nt i just sit in the house and rot bout it than sittin here...and seeing these sorta people round..dam. But what can i do best...instead of askin cash from my mum and dad, i think i'd rather be workin on and gettin them papers and making something bout it. 

Anyways, most of the homies here with me were all gone and furthering down their studies and be all about it. There be still be friends among..but how much could i be lingering and hopin on...aint much aye...so with it..why not sit here and fill my pocket up...sounds good too.

I wish im outta here, but i cant...i wanna do more than i ever be. Expose on shit like how superman cant be exposin to kryptonite..i wanna be more than superman...dam..i dont know...my minds pretty drifted and floatin...like aint ready but i am here now...all geared up fo war...gimme a sly bitch and i be throatin em...shit dwag...

Sawadikap

Sawadikap peeps...im back after a long break and hell...i know i know i never been on the blog fo sometimes..so..well here goes another night i be bloggin and talkin to my own...some called it a sickness as in..TTH (Talk To Himself/Herself)  =)

Not to mention as the day today it is our national day..so..Happy Merdeka to all Msian citizens even you are out or in...you are still a Msian....so...Yip-Pee-Kah-Yay....blow them crackers...burn yer hands and blast the skies with colors!

we joke and eat together in the same table no matter wat color or religion...we are Msian...

That feel...so so tempting...

Have ya ever had the feel to punch somebody in the face and just express all yer anger out?? Its like ya wanted it so bad that ya hated that particular person and Wham land that fist into his face...im sorry not his face..just that bloody cocksuck meatloaf face...ARGH! Im tellin ya..im havin that feel..but i cant do so..if i land that fist..either way I b landin maself in the brig or...im not only gettin a piece of cockmeat face...but be gettin loads...so..i guess this is just the way i can express...through here..and imagine...Imagination helps loads..

Saturday...FUCKED!

Argh..Shiat...curse that yeast eatin pighog! This is what freakin happen when u only had like a day of resit class in a whole damed week. I incredibly slept fo the whole damed day. I was lik...oh fuck...this is how my weekend was...regretfully...i am very very fuckin regret...oh well guess we gotta move on no matter whatever happens and  never ever fuckin never hope that this shit hole mistake goes on again.

Go Hard or Go Home

Well i dont really have any idea where i be gone startin to tell bout my travel logs which i have been missin out fo quite some time. Maybe cause the laziness and the slackin had me onto my bloodline, makin me all dump down on whatever i ever started. But this is my promise that i aint gone backin down on anythin i started unless it puts me down..takin me along and consumed and as well as spat back out.

Hell, it has been indeed a month rest, and yea i never miss out on what i wanted to do. Not to mention hangin with the gang that came back from abroad and as well as makin every weekend or weekdays occasionally fo a ball game. Couldnt imagine how fast time flies and things gone be the same like usual.

Ah, but i can make a thing that i am back on my feet to hittin the gym. Not to mention our Brethren John is there as well as Terminator Ryan Singh..hahahhahhaa...never stop trainin guys..no pain no gain huh Ryan. The last time i gym was with our beloved and respectful lecturer, Mr.Sundra and as well mischievous Ivan Goh, well those were the days that our college facility were all limited and we had to improvise on every equipment we find. Lucky they still have the dumb bells and as well as the rod..if not i be stealin the "Berhenti" signage pole fo bench press.

So, every week makin it to the gym aint hard but what is the hardest part is...the trainer comes and press a lil here and there...well not pressin of lil part which is gonna go wrong..but the muscles and weak points. Bloody hell mate...

Mornin Do

Time now is 0901hours....and i had bout like freakin 4hours of sleep?!?Dam after last night of stoning...aint know much bout what i had on...and ow i gotta head down to the gym fo a lil iron and pumpin...raw eggs and juices here i come!? Wave ya flags here comes Uncle Sam!

Not to mention, there be lunch time with Mr.Loi and Big Bro Amen Edmund Yip....gone be havin so called set lunch at Stadium fo a lil indian banana leaf...how great life would be like this.

Over the tumbleweed

Shiat..i have been draggin and not doin anythin at the mean time. Not to mention howd my imagination is. Total crash all over. Been over fo some hols with a bunch of friends and been as well as a monkey all rounder. Not to mention being a toker for a night or two was dead ass aint no fun. I real fucked up man..serious shit. And as well as a friend of mine a real close mate askin me fo a collab on a design..how am i gonna work on it.

Hey, sem break's over and guess what...imma face my lect once again. A face to face class i'd like to see that who be dead. Im freakin ass stoned and as well as being numb, and i aint feelin any of ma fingers now...listenin to rap songs and speakin on life with weed..imagine that...Fuh~ you get that to the windpipe and be gettin the vision bigger than the picture. I think imma sign out and roll out...peace!

Punchin the last ticket out

Death, it was so easy. It comes and goes just like how we would see it on the movies or in tv. We would know where it will come or emerge from just to tell us that it is time to die or time to punch the last ticket. Regretfully, we die in a way where we will never know.

Say, if we are sick and we know that we aint gonna survive the whole plague, i guess we know that we are gonna die. But just never thought that we will be that tragic to end our lives. When you're sick you tend to die in yo sleep...or worse...death by the hands of our very own sickness. Take for instance, smokin' some just not gonna die by lung cancer or even SOB which is short of breath..hmmm..rather by some kind. Gettin ram by a bas or a train. Who knows.

What i am tryna say is that...we all die, but yet why die in a way we would know it will come after us or being notified. Why punch the last tickets of our lives with something we will do in reaction. Some people just work and do theyre daily basis like they used to. Cleanin the house, bringing the kids to school or even buys house hold  item. At that moment they just, passed onto a better way after everythin was accomplished.

Weird in a way that we do that before we leave. Well some are just gonna get clean up before they pass on. Just like when you know your gonna go on a better place gotta look sleek and nice and savvy to go on. Its like there be chicas waitin and hunks on the bar...I am not dicriminatin or makin amends of my own by just tellin this and make a havoc outta everyone. But i just realise how delicate would be our lives are.

Sittin there watchin the time goes and just wait, wait and wait then you know it is time to move on. Its like our body know when to react to it and POP! Chemical reaction we move. Some just suffer before they die and i say amen to them who suffered and now livin in a better place. But when you face judement and died. How rarely you can pass on smoothly!?

Death is the only way out like all sayin...but does it really look like the only way out!?Punchin that ticket..was it worth a shot to try it? I may sounded like so not a Christian, but I am simply not makin any contradicton but just been too free or my brains been function too much till I am fuckin my mind fo ideas and as well deadline. Crazy it may sound but this is just so not bout my assignment deadlines. Cheers mates

Rawr!

Alright, for the past few weeks or should i say months?! I have been missin' and yes, the blog tells. Updatin it and keepin it alive by all means, im doin my best to catch up wit ya'll man...hahaha..

Now, activities are always definitly around us. It may seem mischevious to kill us sometimes yet it kills the time for us. Besides from sittin in home and rot and waitin fo the time to fly...time really flies. And now im like killin myself to be Jason Bourne and stay up the night to accomplish all my assignments as soon as poss and as well as gettin my presentation ready. New lect, new format of teachin and definitly..she's NICE!

Well, talkin bout the outtins i have, hmmm...nothing the usual, and also the 2nd time im goin in fo more action which is paintballin. Yes, a sport where the lonely office people finally get to get out and release some of the depresssions, tensions, and also pressure onto shootin people with non the less, organic oiled up bullets. Funny it may sound that the bullet is made outta organic oil...but it has a good cause to it. Dead ass painful i must say to tat particuliar bullet when it shoots out....hahahaha

Our good ol lil gang sista organized up the trip, rippin me and Ivan and John some combat action. Now these 2monkeys may have seen war...and had never ever felt war. Interesting part is...we got our asses shot and schooled. As fo the lil organizer and her bro...hahahhahha..shot in the head and legs as well as gettin bruises at the end of the day. Not bad the place that we had out shoot out and yes...it was a hell of an experience to be there and pullin that trigger...well..this is not BadBoysII or Savin Private Ryan or Black Hawk Down action. What do ya expect when the bullet market rises, surely nobody dared to fired a shot out. They be killin to take that bullet out from the dead body and reproduce a recycled one out..hahaahahhaa..take that.

Thanks to Hsin yee fo organizing it and yes...we had loads of fun. Imagine this, what if we would have actually played under the rain and we are shootin there...hmmm...110% jungle venture and as well as full combat mode on. Im headin there back fo more action if i have to and as gettin the equipments fo more action. Over and out.

Demondes reportin for recruitment at 1800hours.

Pick of my day..

I am back to being nocturnal and i aint duno anythin bout the problems i am facin. But all i know is that my sands of times is runnin out and im runnin wild. Just wanna do things the right things and let it blow..stayin low and cuttin em like its jihad with a fuckin cow.  The time now is already 5am and i am still sittin here makin links to the pages i am lost to. But no matter how, i still cant put shit thang all gether..this is failure this is aint pedicure and i need a penis cure outta it. Leave me alone and let me be..i wanna get my shit done with the shitty world still spinnin like what the dj's now are spinnin in ma head. I am goin round round like the games i had in mind and made me kind. Due to the tag and that is what i felt like bout it..light em up my loveley camel jockey!

Tonight

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight" 

Indulge the flava

Isnt it amazin how we would find that Ipo Garden East have expanded?! Its big its nice, location is just so so rich of food, well aint that what is Ipo is all about?!Food..food food food and entertainment. Somewhere cozy with some friends and family, and definitely our loved ones.

Now, i am not surprised that De Garden had Burger King, and soon to be there will be more surprises..hmmm..Subway?!NewYork skin care?! Fo those who likes delightful white savvy skin, no worries the big apple is cmin on its way to help ya out. Askin me how good or marvelous would it be, aint got a clue why dont ya'll try and then let me know. Im sure i be happy to hear ya'l comments on em. =)

Fo the last week, i have been to Wong Kok. And..hmm..its something like we have everyday and the trend of eatin cheese in rice, some of the Eastern and Western cuisine we know. Now, talkin bout Wong Kok and Kim Gary different ambassador and different handsome peeps..hahhahahhaa..I dont know guys.

But the food there is definitely nice, and I had beef cheese baked rice..as always without fail I will have beef. Yes, the holy cow as we would be blasphemy about...hahhahhaha...service their doin their best as the crowd is large. Talkin bout something new in Ipo, people will go round and makin amends on the interior, the food, the pretty girl waitress that had their lunch with a good appetite, and of course gettin to know the manager of the place with a better discounted rates..revealing!?hmmm...approx that is what we will all do aint we!? Now without further or do, lemme share some of the delicious mouth watering food that me n my mum and as my girl indulged upon.

MIssin' Outta tha Game

Waddup ya'll...wow..seemed kinda long that i am MIA from here. And to be that i have been busy playin and gettin things low and of course its been another scene of my dissapearing from my blog might gives and impression of, abandonin another online project..hmmm...sounds interesting but rather ruthless to think of it, in a way.

I have clearly made a few trips up and down, but mostly likely i had not have any pics uploaded. Well basically was workin on some of a few projects that might consider mind blowing and givin impacts around. More likely, my icon and watermark. Yes, there existing is still around but as time goes by why dont we change to a different outlook? For a fresher way and as well as keepin the signature alive. Hey..were human yet we still need to upsell ourselves for a better profile and a good image to everyone dont we. Agreeable or not, we know it in ourselves.

I have analyze that much of the peeps dont really like the way i speak or the way i comm with em. Maybe perhaps of the slang that i have or attitude that's thrown onto yer face...hmmm...I dont know but maybe ya'll likely to share a lil of the comments with me. Im all smiles guys..cmon..aint gone be hittin me that bad aint I?!

So, tie to get things done....I shall proceed to what I am missin on to. Several events might have been a lil late and of course gone by, so bear with me and peace.

BOOO-YahHHH!

Shades of my shadow

Yo, fo quite sometime now i have been MIA from action and there aint nothing been goin on. Unless some peeps could tell me where can i get some love goin on, and werent much fun without some gangs shits to hit on or some Aholes to cap upon on.

Life just goes as it comes and things just sway like hw'd it be, more or less i could say a brother like me...been missin tons from here.Sounds a lil quiet like the usual,hmmm...where be me blunts at i wonder.

Finally..

Finally...some activities with the guys fo the damed 
night!


This is the night where party animals comes out to play

Nocturnal jokes

 4 MEN IN A PRISON CELL,

A RAPIST

A MURDERER

A PSYCO

&GAY.

RAPIST SAYS: "IF THERE WAS A CAT HERE I'D FUCK IT TILL IT DIE"

THE MURDERER SAYS: "ONCE YOUR DONE WITH IT, I'D TORTURE IT TO DEATH"

THE PSYCO: "OH YEAH & ONCE IT'S DEAD I'D FUCK IT TILL I DIE"

THE GAY  IN THE CORNER VERY SOFTLY SAYS....

"MEOOW" 

=D

When you are feeling depressed...lonely & weak, just remember one thing- Once You Were The Strongest Sperm Of Your Daddy's!!!

A man came home drunk at four in the morning, and his wife was all  

over him, yelling at him, crying because she thought he was with  

another woman. "No, honey, I swear, I was at this bar, and it was so  

fancy that even the urinals were made of GOLD! ""She said she didn't  

believe him, so she called the bar. ""Hello,"" she said, ""I just want  

to ask one question.

 My husband claims to have spent the night at your  

bar and I have one question; are your urinals covered in gold? ""To  

which she heard the bartender say, ""Hey, Clarence, - I think we found  

the guy who pissed in your saxophone!

That's for a good lught if ya'll aint sleepin at this freaking time.    

 3.54am

Taking back Sundays

Ah, the time no is already 1112hours, and personally i think i have never been able to sleep back like how i am suppose to. Bad enough, i am now nocturnal, and i have been goin on like this fo like 3days now. Body's been able to move but still i am all whole numb, plus there is nothing i can do bout it. How bad was that.

Waking up everyday, forcing to wake up in the mornin without my hot cup of joe is just total screamage to it. As now i am sittin here tryna diddy up my portfolio, ideas just aint flowing like normal. Blunt aint workin, feeling the moment right now is so torturing, what more i am rottin at home...gwad dammit! Where the travellings at, where the love been gone goes at??

I think i gotta do some shit which can be made moving and as well as this blog goes. Seems to be like aint peeps reading or i am writtin these weeps all alone for the joy of occupyin my own damed time.

The dreadful night

Oh my, redoing my report was hard and i am all stressed up with it. No inspiration no motivation no shit was given to me and i hated my current situation. Gwad dammit what the fuck was he thinking when i called up and ask for a lil help!??

Dam, function in the night!?What was that kinda function....Nite time Gigolo fashionita?!

Do some shit bout it!

Finally, i am back on track, its been kinda long that i was never on the bloggin list when i am out from my office. And truely, i was busy on the designs that i am bout to get a hands on. No doubt to it, is that i finally get my interns done, and of course i am to do my report and bring it back to my screwny lect sittin in the dam "opit".

yes this is a dammed good word for it and learn it...opit...anybody who asked who where the hell you are right now!?? Thinkin of workin like a dog or a slave...you are trapped in a room where u are given a computer and a diary and stationary sets..you are in an Opit..which is called Office. Read the lips and the toungue go together...you get that word outta yer mouth.

Now i know that when im gone form there..things surely be messed up and of course, i defintely be missin that shit hole i was sent to. Respectfully i wouldnt call that a shit hole anymore, as ya'll can see..they be treatin me well and givin me the best..hahaha...screw you wong...you just sent me to a hard knox school and im bringin back the fire.

Like the norm days, i am missin from bloggin and now i am sittin back at the office enjoyin the cold air con along with my hot cup of joe and well, kept my table clean and my rejected report on the side and i have my phone charging at the bottom of my feet and what else, yes...poor ol Alan had me in here accompanying him to talk cock sing some songs!How sweet am i!?

And i notice that college had loads of changes, but none of the less my lect never change.Bitch..get outta that chair and fuck off...you're making me stay here like a hotel in my college...and no...you dont own a fuckin Apple Mac, my dad has his Mango for years and still workin better and faster than your...bloody Apple Mac. Stop whining for shit in your head..we pay that desktop!

To my lovely juniors...please please do something to that lect before the art and design classes are having problems of bad influence gay shit luck in here!Gwad dammit!

Tippin by the edge

Wow...totally i've been M.I.A from bloggin and updating my things. Well, with care i would like to start by updating my facebook pics. And it has been kinda long that i never tried to update nor write some shit on this site here.

Perhaps i had some probs with my mind or rather my brains, i certainly did come up with some some rhymin i shared out with. Definitly no offence who felt it, but if ya'll really really do, i really did that kinda shit on purpose and i really do mean by every fuckin word i wrote there like i pin that poster of yer face. Right, there aint no pic of your disgusted face, but that is how i felt it.

Im at the end of my interns and i gotta do loads of report that i have in hand. Basically, lukcily i have the bloggin goin on here, to track what i have felt and what i left in the office. With emotional and yes, there have been lots of changes. Exactly, im at the end of it..but i just still wondering what am i sittin here at the chair fo??

I dont know, i just have lots in my mind, wishin to throw the keyboard at someone or just, i dont know...maybe i need a therepist to work my shit out. Ahhhh...presure!? I aint sure bout it, but i got loads in my head right now.

Friends, family, girlfriend, buddies, and haters...fuckin lots right now. Whats in my mind,hmmm..good question asked...i got nothin...total dark, blur, fucked up.

DESMOND LEONG GONE GOIN MIA

And This is Fo'

Im just a chi guy,
Every hater thinks that i could fly,
I believe i can do so,
But i cant really put things in play
All i can ever do was just imaginin' and make things sway

Now, what do ya want as i aint got nothin on me
ya'll thinkin i be the only show stoppah! *Blah*
Makin ya stop glowin fo chicks,
i know ya want some pussy
but u aint sayin anythin
instead start fuckin and be all sissy
Like ya understand whats love all about

Got no cash got no life
but you wanna show peeps that you talk some some
Philosophy and now that makes ya smart ass?
still the same shit different day
But yet makin the same mistakes everyday

Drink,drunk and goes out the window fo drama
Ya think ya some kind of a shot who makes all the calls
but i think you're just a shit thats been makin false calls
Listen to the people round ya
missin out college
wastin the papers fo some black dog drinkin
Poppin clubs with loosers, makin ya a fuckin male hooker

i aint sure if u can read what im try'na say
or i should say understand a single language from my
god givin mouth
i fuckin diss it and makin a full use so ya can
start kissin my ass from it
wipe on ya face
this aint a mutual race
but a disgrace fo ya and im bout to be ya death shadow

Read more drink more
yet you still fuckin shit it out more
who care what you say
wearin that bling thats fuckin fake
no interest nor passion stop makin us hiphops down fo the payin
cause we aint gamin but shootin down the playa thats makin it looked bad
which why youre on my sights for my 9millie kill.

Wednesday ya so slow

Oh, i just dont know what else to write nor type...its jus a slow wednesday im havin. Things seems to be slow, the cars are less and i aint tellin that it aint good. Its a good thing...less cars, less traffic, less traffic..more time to slow down to work. Now, as you tend to slow things down, you get smooth with the road and roads are pleasent sometimes. Ya'll get to meet all sorts of Aholes there and some of course the freindly peeps. And sometimes, ya'll meet the too friendly peeps. Whereby, ya'll just felt like givin em the finger. Dumb shit, i aint sayin i aint friendly at all...but id rather smile and be cheeerful at things.hahahhaha..i guess peeps who knows me, they would intentionally know what i do.

Like, i was sayin..it is a slow wednesday today and..im beginnin to get a lil lazy. I come to know that im bout to end my "internshit". Hell it was a great experience workin with these great peeps that have taught me alot. And of course loads of small loop holes i come to know bout. With that...aha!With that, it had gotten me more curious and wanna know more. Its like ya'll get to see the inside scoop of some story and you just wanna dig more why'd the story goes bout like that..hahahahah..

Fo the usual thang i be doin, customers desire to get their lame ass thingy done. Some with wierd taste, and some had extrodinare ideas but too bad dude, msia aint got none of the tech were dealin here with...some peeps aint it?ahahahhahha..

Then there are the casual smillin peeps. Seems good and friendly and easy to over come. But behind every fishin pond there sure is some nutty "Burd Brains" chirpin and scarin the dam fishes away. OIT! i may or am a chi but i got a tongue of a british foul mouthed basterd and an att of a niggah be pushin the button fo my tempo...nah~i aint gonna beat em up, im just gonna pamper..and perhaps some shit loads ideas fo him to screw round..hahahhahaha..

Workin in this line just totally great. I may have loads of probs facin and screw this shit and that shit but hey, this is life and its fuckin real. Who says its gone be easy!?ahahhahahhaa

Wednesday...i love the mid week theyre just amazin and keeps ya lookin fo the weekends where you can enjoy the week by tugged up in ya bed late and lookin fo more fun!THIS IS HOW WE DO IT MOFO!!!

Remember how great it was when were kids Sesame Street were on tv and sing-a-long songs?!Thats life.

Im innocent

Aight, i just could sleep at the night, been loads in my mind and i just want them get it out but how...

Yo, i got a a lil some this which i called it a diss,
so occupy ya lips ya can give it a kiss
my ass,
never had the chance ya wanna see me
ya wanna be me...ya can come and see me
who the fuck!?
word son, this is some real shit
thats bout to get a hit
no ya aint imaginatin things that giv ya some split
in ya brains but ya just witnessed somethin that make me wanna spit
at ya
who the fuck are ya to tell me what to do
i just strated to rhyme like a fuckin beast
hopin ya be ma feast
i dont see ya fist what was that shit!
my dinners pressure and i enssure
everythin goes accordin to plan and imma only cure
yea....you reading this
i know ya waitin fo the subtitles
you dont have to wait no more
as these comes by like my lil recitle
and i still hold the fuckin title, makin me al vital
mohd ali's my idol..but i pray god so he be continue be the man of my idol
ya can tell ya friends that i started this scrap
but what do ya know...ya hair looks more like a crap.

i just wanna get it out man.just fuckin high on a blunt...i hope it aint offending ya...so..u take it...and u have it.

Brain Stucked

At this point i just didnt know what i b doin or writtin, all i had my my fuckin hand couldnt do nothing. Cant even ball at the moment where by i had 4 screws in there holdin on and gripp my moves and making some matter outta it. I had lots in my mind as i got my haters waitin fo me to go down to the valley of the shadow and death. At my right are my happy life as i had now in my pocket lingering waitin to be out like candies to eat on em. But i just couldnt figure out where or how the shitty things be gone. Hated my condition now or should i be sounding my situations on a loose.

Operation: Operation cut hand

Ahhh...tis may seem to be the last blog that im bout to reach out to ya'll...and so, i pray again that God, would give me peace and serenity to enter into that chilly room of Operation Theater and hope not to bang onto death if i were to see one. Standing with a pitch fork or a semi moon crested blade sayin Hi to me. I aint over and still I got loads of haters and lovers all around me.





Oooo..this is cool...i was bout to wonder can they snap an Xray of my head...heehehhehe...aight peeps..more to come...time fo a lil nap and needles from the sexxay nurses..

When coffee is not hittin us

im missin outta the blog again have i!?hahhaha...well..indeed i have, and things just go by on hand. Its smoother than i thought. Pretty well at handling with my clients and making them SMILE~with thier designs...hahahha..and so..as a punishment fo ourselves..the coffee pot has not been hittin on us, and so shall the mamak beside us never update us on their latest roti canai variations. Its a non-sensical joke..hahhahahaha...










Top of the mornin there mate!!!more to come..hahahhahaha

A Song For the Broken Hearted

I've been sitting here staring at the clock on the wall
And I've been laying here praying, praying she won't call
It's just another call from home
And you'll get it and be gone and I'll be crying

And I'll be begging you, baby, beg you not to leave
But I'll be left here waiting
With my Heart on my sleeve
Oh, for the next time we'll be here
Seems like a million years and I think I'm dying

What do I have to do to make you see
He can't love you like me?

Why don't you stay, I'm down on my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely
Don't I give you what you need
When he calls you to go
There is one thing you should know
We don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay

I can't take it any longer
But my will is getting stronger
And I think I know just what I have to do
I can't waste another minute
After all that I've put in it
I've given you my best
Why does she get the best of you
So next time you find anekatips.com
You wanna leave her bed for mine

Why don't you stay, I'm up of my knees
I'm so tired of being lonely
You cant give you what I need
When he begs you not to go
There is one thing you should know
I don't have to live this way
Baby, why don't you stay

Baby, why don't you stay