The moon..looked like a yolk you're eatin now...

There goes another month and gonna be the end of the year..its just the matter of time to let it all ends and askin ourselves..what accomplishments have we done and missed out or didnt yet accomplish due to our laziness and horrificly habits of draggin?

Well its Mid Autum month and yes..basically we can see kids holdin their fav superheroes or fav cartoon character of lanterns walkin round the block and showin off with their vibrant visible colors.Hmmm...when i was a kid i was worse than that of course..when comes to the box of candles which was left out behind and what do ya know..box..paper..its flamable and can be burnt. Creatin a mass bush fire of course was a failure at that very age. But with knowledge of my age and huge body....i think i could set fire fo the whole family down here.

Mooncakes and other traditional biscuits outta the chinese people, never could miss it. If you couldnt play the lanterns or any of the candles..well..simple light up some Ikea candles out of the porch and get some simple japanese lanterns to light up the environment, im sure that should be a no problem at all.

The last time i had lantern festival was with family, how good it was to see lotta actions there. Where the kids, started to burn their hands with wax and feelin good bout it. Wierd i must say, but hey we would learn pain from there aye. Gazin at the moon, laughin bout our day at work and at our daily progress, not to mention including our mistakes of it, eatin...drinkin..lighthin more candles and blowin them off. Those were the days i was with the most fav person.

Incomplete

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can't find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I'd try to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)

I'd try to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete 

Empty

Brain currently been not so me at all, and i just dont know what im thinkin about. Its hell of a disaster in there..whatever it is i hope...just hope and be glad to find a solution to it. Definitely to end this lil misery im having.

Sounded wierd, as lots of peeps been askin me am i ok..or am i still high on something else..or im just making it up? Honestly to tell...i am not high nor making things up just to gain the recognition or attention..dude..who would do that unless hes a mofo i hope to give a punch on the face.

Its a complicated case, i dont know how should i start or how would i do bout it. Tellin it..aint much help..killin myself..nah~that doesnt help much either. Hittin myself on the wall...hmmm...just remembered i got 4screws in my hand..makes me iron man aint it?hahhahaha...well...hmmm...im sobering..speechless but im typin here...WOW!

I wouldnt say that i am emo or down or lowback..but..i am rather not touched and i am complicated at thigs,who when where how why..WHY?? If only i can just face to face and ask ya..why..i think that solved most of the problems i have.

Smoking em pants

Im back into the brig...hmmm..come to think of it why'd would'nt i just sit in the house and rot bout it than sittin here...and seeing these sorta people round..dam. But what can i do best...instead of askin cash from my mum and dad, i think i'd rather be workin on and gettin them papers and making something bout it. 

Anyways, most of the homies here with me were all gone and furthering down their studies and be all about it. There be still be friends among..but how much could i be lingering and hopin on...aint much aye...so with it..why not sit here and fill my pocket up...sounds good too.

I wish im outta here, but i cant...i wanna do more than i ever be. Expose on shit like how superman cant be exposin to kryptonite..i wanna be more than superman...dam..i dont know...my minds pretty drifted and floatin...like aint ready but i am here now...all geared up fo war...gimme a sly bitch and i be throatin em...shit dwag...