Addicted

I was born in the 80's with that summertime love
Then changed the whole game like whatever I'd done
Out the gutter I come
To touch the bright sun
And from the highest heights motherf*cker I jumped

Free in the sky of belief I can fly,
Ain't no tellin what they're sellin man they're sheep in disguise
Keep this in mind, I keep on my grind
I can do it any way I wanna do it and
Bitch I'll sleep when I die
Explosive, ferocious, get up get down that's showbiz
Power to the people that have freedom in their focus
I hope this helps you when your under the thumb
When you feel like nothing can save you
When you feel like jumpin the gun

Stop relax and remember even in the worst weather
You'll find a way across it, there'll be brighter days honest
So get up, get out and get somethin that's on the real
Forget what you were taught and show these people how you feel
Like
Who are you to tell me how to live my life
Cause I won't give this up
These are my shoes
My view
My cue
To say I do give a f*ck

And pretty soon I'm a bloomin it'll be alright
Everyday's another chance to ignite
Cause I'm addicted (Uh-Oh), I'm addicted (Uh-Oh) I'm addicted to this universal feelin called life

Since a foetus, explored life's subtle secrets
From my fingertips to my unique double helix
I can see history, I can see the past lessons
It's your right never be afraid to ask questions
How can every religion, claim to be the only one
How can they preach love – yet fight each other holding guns
I think the golden sun may be able to shed some light
I'd rather push peace and knowledge to defend our right

These leaders in suits tell us to fight for one side
 You think they got their sons and daughters on the frontline?
Not down for war but down to get an education
We're all evil yet they push synthetic separation
But in this matrix I won't be failin to make it
This is my cosmos baby space sailin with Sagan
I heard it's not where your from it's where your carvin' your view
I heard you don't have to wear a suit to argue the truth
And so

Who are you to tell me how to live my life
Cause I won't give this up
These are my shoes
My view
My cue
To say I do give a f*ck

And pretty soon I'm a bloomin it'll be alright
Everyday's another chance to ignite
Cause I'm addicted (Uh-Oh), I'm addicted (Uh-Oh) I'm addicted to this universal feelin called life

They spoon feed but I won't be taken that sedative
Cause my thoughts are way *too* precious to waste on the negative
I keep them critical yet positive to break the chains
Every dawn is a chance to make a change
Thinkin bout all the energy swirlin all around us
We project it, we get affected it's just profound stuff
Earth is my garden and I grew from it
I pay the youth homage cause I know their views honest

Can you read between the lines of the news comments
Fightin' over land just to take some fuel from it
I guess oil boils down to some cool profits
But war, what is it good for really who wants it?
Like

Who are you to tell me how to live my life
Cause I won't give this up
These are my shoes
My view
My cue
To say I do give a f*ck

And pretty soon I'm a bloomin it'll be alright
Everyday's another chance to ignite
Cause I'm addicted (Uh-Oh), I'm addicted (Uh-Oh) I'm addicted to this universal feelin called life

5:00 am

Surprisingly i am still awake and doin my essays at this time. Never been sleeping..well these few days i had been as nocturnal as Batman does. Its never been good stayin up like this but i just cant shut my eyes and go surrender to my bed. Bloody hell..my head is just like..what are you gonna do..where yer gonna go...what to do what to do...and whole bunch of shit load. Dam...im just being bothered by some thoughts of mine which i cant solve. And i need a solution to it.

Ungodly hour

I rather had myself hurt than any of my friends or any of my close ones. As far as i sit there and think there may a few unpleasant issues i am not satisfied about. With so, i kinda feel the pain and hurt bout it. Thinkin back and forth i hope i did the right choice.