Days just gone by and minutes just passes and fly by. But sometimes filling up the days with things that you're suppose to do arent just the only options that you have. Thinkin too much might kill, quite true though. And eventually i think its killing me to the point that i should not have gone to.
Telling it out might ruin everything including the relationship and the chances of colliding like chemistry instead of geography. Distance, well it has nothing to do but the minds of the person and willingness of the person itself. Gladly i must say, i aint the sort of guy which actually worries much on that as i had faith n put trust into it. Yes, trust...its kinda hard to actually write an essay out here and just tell it to the people or you just wanna express. Cause a person like me, most likely to show expressions and very deep thought to things.
By chance, if only you would have seen me and see this of what im typing it out to words that comes from the mouth and heart of mine, you'd prolly be feeling a lil wierd and yea...cute?! LOL..that i total lol-ness i gotta admit.
So yea, things had changed for the past months and life moves on normal like how everday would be. Waking up, thinking of the day and how it would be, and hell yea...with having you filling in the life of mine is just so much different.
How different i say, well...you made me lost in the eye sight of yours though the way you said it was small and squinty..but i gotta admit im lost within. Hoping that everyday would be just fine and better, cmin back and hear ya voice and prolly you asking me how was my day as not many would do so. Id be glad that i came back to the home have you hugged me for dinner and asking bout each other's day progress. No matter big or small, interesting or non of it the above, headache or none headache, or maybe a solution to things that will have together. 2 heads are better than 1 aye. So yea, i was fantasizing and dreaming and it was pretty naive of me to do so and think so. But im more happy, you brought me to a level where i felt that i am me again, young and natural. I dont have to hide or just to impress ya or what..but im much carefree when im with ya.
Dont ask my how or why or whichever, but i just felt the way. It was a good feeling, a feeling that i was looking for a long time. Yes we all do have our dark past and so what not to ever happen but, im willing to change and head for a good start wit ya and be a better man or person or whatever you wanted me to be.
I guess i be updating more post as i just have loads to tell but just not the right moment now. =)
Anyhow, how was ya day?? Hey no matter what you know im just right here k..i aint invisible or some...but always by your side.
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