Taking back Sundays

Ah, the time no is already 1112hours, and personally i think i have never been able to sleep back like how i am suppose to. Bad enough, i am now nocturnal, and i have been goin on like this fo like 3days now. Body's been able to move but still i am all whole numb, plus there is nothing i can do bout it. How bad was that.

Waking up everyday, forcing to wake up in the mornin without my hot cup of joe is just total screamage to it. As now i am sittin here tryna diddy up my portfolio, ideas just aint flowing like normal. Blunt aint workin, feeling the moment right now is so torturing, what more i am rottin at home...gwad dammit! Where the travellings at, where the love been gone goes at??

I think i gotta do some shit which can be made moving and as well as this blog goes. Seems to be like aint peeps reading or i am writtin these weeps all alone for the joy of occupyin my own damed time.

The dreadful night

Oh my, redoing my report was hard and i am all stressed up with it. No inspiration no motivation no shit was given to me and i hated my current situation. Gwad dammit what the fuck was he thinking when i called up and ask for a lil help!??

Dam, function in the night!?What was that kinda function....Nite time Gigolo fashionita?!

Do some shit bout it!

Finally, i am back on track, its been kinda long that i was never on the bloggin list when i am out from my office. And truely, i was busy on the designs that i am bout to get a hands on. No doubt to it, is that i finally get my interns done, and of course i am to do my report and bring it back to my screwny lect sittin in the dam "opit".

yes this is a dammed good word for it and learn it...opit...anybody who asked who where the hell you are right now!?? Thinkin of workin like a dog or a slave...you are trapped in a room where u are given a computer and a diary and stationary sets..you are in an Opit..which is called Office. Read the lips and the toungue go together...you get that word outta yer mouth.

Now i know that when im gone form there..things surely be messed up and of course, i defintely be missin that shit hole i was sent to. Respectfully i wouldnt call that a shit hole anymore, as ya'll can see..they be treatin me well and givin me the best..hahaha...screw you wong...you just sent me to a hard knox school and im bringin back the fire.

Like the norm days, i am missin from bloggin and now i am sittin back at the office enjoyin the cold air con along with my hot cup of joe and well, kept my table clean and my rejected report on the side and i have my phone charging at the bottom of my feet and what else, yes...poor ol Alan had me in here accompanying him to talk cock sing some songs!How sweet am i!?

And i notice that college had loads of changes, but none of the less my lect never change.Bitch..get outta that chair and fuck off...you're making me stay here like a hotel in my college...and no...you dont own a fuckin Apple Mac, my dad has his Mango for years and still workin better and faster than your...bloody Apple Mac. Stop whining for shit in your head..we pay that desktop!

To my lovely juniors...please please do something to that lect before the art and design classes are having problems of bad influence gay shit luck in here!Gwad dammit!

Tippin by the edge

Wow...totally i've been M.I.A from bloggin and updating my things. Well, with care i would like to start by updating my facebook pics. And it has been kinda long that i never tried to update nor write some shit on this site here.

Perhaps i had some probs with my mind or rather my brains, i certainly did come up with some some rhymin i shared out with. Definitly no offence who felt it, but if ya'll really really do, i really did that kinda shit on purpose and i really do mean by every fuckin word i wrote there like i pin that poster of yer face. Right, there aint no pic of your disgusted face, but that is how i felt it.

Im at the end of my interns and i gotta do loads of report that i have in hand. Basically, lukcily i have the bloggin goin on here, to track what i have felt and what i left in the office. With emotional and yes, there have been lots of changes. Exactly, im at the end of it..but i just still wondering what am i sittin here at the chair fo??

I dont know, i just have lots in my mind, wishin to throw the keyboard at someone or just, i dont know...maybe i need a therepist to work my shit out. Ahhhh...presure!? I aint sure bout it, but i got loads in my head right now.

Friends, family, girlfriend, buddies, and haters...fuckin lots right now. Whats in my mind,hmmm..good question asked...i got nothin...total dark, blur, fucked up.

DESMOND LEONG GONE GOIN MIA

And This is Fo'

Im just a chi guy,
Every hater thinks that i could fly,
I believe i can do so,
But i cant really put things in play
All i can ever do was just imaginin' and make things sway

Now, what do ya want as i aint got nothin on me
ya'll thinkin i be the only show stoppah! *Blah*
Makin ya stop glowin fo chicks,
i know ya want some pussy
but u aint sayin anythin
instead start fuckin and be all sissy
Like ya understand whats love all about

Got no cash got no life
but you wanna show peeps that you talk some some
Philosophy and now that makes ya smart ass?
still the same shit different day
But yet makin the same mistakes everyday

Drink,drunk and goes out the window fo drama
Ya think ya some kind of a shot who makes all the calls
but i think you're just a shit thats been makin false calls
Listen to the people round ya
missin out college
wastin the papers fo some black dog drinkin
Poppin clubs with loosers, makin ya a fuckin male hooker

i aint sure if u can read what im try'na say
or i should say understand a single language from my
god givin mouth
i fuckin diss it and makin a full use so ya can
start kissin my ass from it
wipe on ya face
this aint a mutual race
but a disgrace fo ya and im bout to be ya death shadow

Read more drink more
yet you still fuckin shit it out more
who care what you say
wearin that bling thats fuckin fake
no interest nor passion stop makin us hiphops down fo the payin
cause we aint gamin but shootin down the playa thats makin it looked bad
which why youre on my sights for my 9millie kill.

Wednesday ya so slow

Oh, i just dont know what else to write nor type...its jus a slow wednesday im havin. Things seems to be slow, the cars are less and i aint tellin that it aint good. Its a good thing...less cars, less traffic, less traffic..more time to slow down to work. Now, as you tend to slow things down, you get smooth with the road and roads are pleasent sometimes. Ya'll get to meet all sorts of Aholes there and some of course the freindly peeps. And sometimes, ya'll meet the too friendly peeps. Whereby, ya'll just felt like givin em the finger. Dumb shit, i aint sayin i aint friendly at all...but id rather smile and be cheeerful at things.hahahhaha..i guess peeps who knows me, they would intentionally know what i do.

Like, i was sayin..it is a slow wednesday today and..im beginnin to get a lil lazy. I come to know that im bout to end my "internshit". Hell it was a great experience workin with these great peeps that have taught me alot. And of course loads of small loop holes i come to know bout. With that...aha!With that, it had gotten me more curious and wanna know more. Its like ya'll get to see the inside scoop of some story and you just wanna dig more why'd the story goes bout like that..hahahahah..

Fo the usual thang i be doin, customers desire to get their lame ass thingy done. Some with wierd taste, and some had extrodinare ideas but too bad dude, msia aint got none of the tech were dealin here with...some peeps aint it?ahahahhahha..

Then there are the casual smillin peeps. Seems good and friendly and easy to over come. But behind every fishin pond there sure is some nutty "Burd Brains" chirpin and scarin the dam fishes away. OIT! i may or am a chi but i got a tongue of a british foul mouthed basterd and an att of a niggah be pushin the button fo my tempo...nah~i aint gonna beat em up, im just gonna pamper..and perhaps some shit loads ideas fo him to screw round..hahahhahaha..

Workin in this line just totally great. I may have loads of probs facin and screw this shit and that shit but hey, this is life and its fuckin real. Who says its gone be easy!?ahahhahahhaa

Wednesday...i love the mid week theyre just amazin and keeps ya lookin fo the weekends where you can enjoy the week by tugged up in ya bed late and lookin fo more fun!THIS IS HOW WE DO IT MOFO!!!

Remember how great it was when were kids Sesame Street were on tv and sing-a-long songs?!Thats life.