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Sawadikap peeps...im back after a long break and hell...i know i know i never been on the blog fo sometimes..so..well here goes another night i be bloggin and talkin to my own...some called it a sickness as in..TTH (Talk To Himself/Herself)  =)

Not to mention as the day today it is our national day..so..Happy Merdeka to all Msian citizens even you are out or in...you are still a Msian....so...Yip-Pee-Kah-Yay....blow them crackers...burn yer hands and blast the skies with colors!

we joke and eat together in the same table no matter wat color or religion...we are Msian...

That feel...so so tempting...

Have ya ever had the feel to punch somebody in the face and just express all yer anger out?? Its like ya wanted it so bad that ya hated that particular person and Wham land that fist into his face...im sorry not his face..just that bloody cocksuck meatloaf face...ARGH! Im tellin ya..im havin that feel..but i cant do so..if i land that fist..either way I b landin maself in the brig or...im not only gettin a piece of cockmeat face...but be gettin loads...so..i guess this is just the way i can express...through here..and imagine...Imagination helps loads..

Saturday...FUCKED!

Argh..Shiat...curse that yeast eatin pighog! This is what freakin happen when u only had like a day of resit class in a whole damed week. I incredibly slept fo the whole damed day. I was lik...oh fuck...this is how my weekend was...regretfully...i am very very fuckin regret...oh well guess we gotta move on no matter whatever happens and  never ever fuckin never hope that this shit hole mistake goes on again.

Go Hard or Go Home

Well i dont really have any idea where i be gone startin to tell bout my travel logs which i have been missin out fo quite some time. Maybe cause the laziness and the slackin had me onto my bloodline, makin me all dump down on whatever i ever started. But this is my promise that i aint gone backin down on anythin i started unless it puts me down..takin me along and consumed and as well as spat back out.

Hell, it has been indeed a month rest, and yea i never miss out on what i wanted to do. Not to mention hangin with the gang that came back from abroad and as well as makin every weekend or weekdays occasionally fo a ball game. Couldnt imagine how fast time flies and things gone be the same like usual.

Ah, but i can make a thing that i am back on my feet to hittin the gym. Not to mention our Brethren John is there as well as Terminator Ryan Singh..hahahhahhaa...never stop trainin guys..no pain no gain huh Ryan. The last time i gym was with our beloved and respectful lecturer, Mr.Sundra and as well mischievous Ivan Goh, well those were the days that our college facility were all limited and we had to improvise on every equipment we find. Lucky they still have the dumb bells and as well as the rod..if not i be stealin the "Berhenti" signage pole fo bench press.

So, every week makin it to the gym aint hard but what is the hardest part is...the trainer comes and press a lil here and there...well not pressin of lil part which is gonna go wrong..but the muscles and weak points. Bloody hell mate...

Mornin Do

Time now is 0901hours....and i had bout like freakin 4hours of sleep?!?Dam after last night of stoning...aint know much bout what i had on...and ow i gotta head down to the gym fo a lil iron and pumpin...raw eggs and juices here i come!? Wave ya flags here comes Uncle Sam!

Not to mention, there be lunch time with Mr.Loi and Big Bro Amen Edmund Yip....gone be havin so called set lunch at Stadium fo a lil indian banana leaf...how great life would be like this.

Over the tumbleweed

Shiat..i have been draggin and not doin anythin at the mean time. Not to mention howd my imagination is. Total crash all over. Been over fo some hols with a bunch of friends and been as well as a monkey all rounder. Not to mention being a toker for a night or two was dead ass aint no fun. I real fucked up man..serious shit. And as well as a friend of mine a real close mate askin me fo a collab on a design..how am i gonna work on it.

Hey, sem break's over and guess what...imma face my lect once again. A face to face class i'd like to see that who be dead. Im freakin ass stoned and as well as being numb, and i aint feelin any of ma fingers now...listenin to rap songs and speakin on life with weed..imagine that...Fuh~ you get that to the windpipe and be gettin the vision bigger than the picture. I think imma sign out and roll out...peace!

Punchin the last ticket out

Death, it was so easy. It comes and goes just like how we would see it on the movies or in tv. We would know where it will come or emerge from just to tell us that it is time to die or time to punch the last ticket. Regretfully, we die in a way where we will never know.

Say, if we are sick and we know that we aint gonna survive the whole plague, i guess we know that we are gonna die. But just never thought that we will be that tragic to end our lives. When you're sick you tend to die in yo sleep...or worse...death by the hands of our very own sickness. Take for instance, smokin' some just not gonna die by lung cancer or even SOB which is short of breath..hmmm..rather by some kind. Gettin ram by a bas or a train. Who knows.

What i am tryna say is that...we all die, but yet why die in a way we would know it will come after us or being notified. Why punch the last tickets of our lives with something we will do in reaction. Some people just work and do theyre daily basis like they used to. Cleanin the house, bringing the kids to school or even buys house hold  item. At that moment they just, passed onto a better way after everythin was accomplished.

Weird in a way that we do that before we leave. Well some are just gonna get clean up before they pass on. Just like when you know your gonna go on a better place gotta look sleek and nice and savvy to go on. Its like there be chicas waitin and hunks on the bar...I am not dicriminatin or makin amends of my own by just tellin this and make a havoc outta everyone. But i just realise how delicate would be our lives are.

Sittin there watchin the time goes and just wait, wait and wait then you know it is time to move on. Its like our body know when to react to it and POP! Chemical reaction we move. Some just suffer before they die and i say amen to them who suffered and now livin in a better place. But when you face judement and died. How rarely you can pass on smoothly!?

Death is the only way out like all sayin...but does it really look like the only way out!?Punchin that ticket..was it worth a shot to try it? I may sounded like so not a Christian, but I am simply not makin any contradicton but just been too free or my brains been function too much till I am fuckin my mind fo ideas and as well deadline. Crazy it may sound but this is just so not bout my assignment deadlines. Cheers mates