Tippin by the edge

Wow...totally i've been M.I.A from bloggin and updating my things. Well, with care i would like to start by updating my facebook pics. And it has been kinda long that i never tried to update nor write some shit on this site here.

Perhaps i had some probs with my mind or rather my brains, i certainly did come up with some some rhymin i shared out with. Definitly no offence who felt it, but if ya'll really really do, i really did that kinda shit on purpose and i really do mean by every fuckin word i wrote there like i pin that poster of yer face. Right, there aint no pic of your disgusted face, but that is how i felt it.

Im at the end of my interns and i gotta do loads of report that i have in hand. Basically, lukcily i have the bloggin goin on here, to track what i have felt and what i left in the office. With emotional and yes, there have been lots of changes. Exactly, im at the end of it..but i just still wondering what am i sittin here at the chair fo??

I dont know, i just have lots in my mind, wishin to throw the keyboard at someone or just, i dont know...maybe i need a therepist to work my shit out. Ahhhh...presure!? I aint sure bout it, but i got loads in my head right now.

Friends, family, girlfriend, buddies, and haters...fuckin lots right now. Whats in my mind,hmmm..good question asked...i got nothin...total dark, blur, fucked up.

DESMOND LEONG GONE GOIN MIA

And This is Fo'

Im just a chi guy,
Every hater thinks that i could fly,
I believe i can do so,
But i cant really put things in play
All i can ever do was just imaginin' and make things sway

Now, what do ya want as i aint got nothin on me
ya'll thinkin i be the only show stoppah! *Blah*
Makin ya stop glowin fo chicks,
i know ya want some pussy
but u aint sayin anythin
instead start fuckin and be all sissy
Like ya understand whats love all about

Got no cash got no life
but you wanna show peeps that you talk some some
Philosophy and now that makes ya smart ass?
still the same shit different day
But yet makin the same mistakes everyday

Drink,drunk and goes out the window fo drama
Ya think ya some kind of a shot who makes all the calls
but i think you're just a shit thats been makin false calls
Listen to the people round ya
missin out college
wastin the papers fo some black dog drinkin
Poppin clubs with loosers, makin ya a fuckin male hooker

i aint sure if u can read what im try'na say
or i should say understand a single language from my
god givin mouth
i fuckin diss it and makin a full use so ya can
start kissin my ass from it
wipe on ya face
this aint a mutual race
but a disgrace fo ya and im bout to be ya death shadow

Read more drink more
yet you still fuckin shit it out more
who care what you say
wearin that bling thats fuckin fake
no interest nor passion stop makin us hiphops down fo the payin
cause we aint gamin but shootin down the playa thats makin it looked bad
which why youre on my sights for my 9millie kill.

Wednesday ya so slow

Oh, i just dont know what else to write nor type...its jus a slow wednesday im havin. Things seems to be slow, the cars are less and i aint tellin that it aint good. Its a good thing...less cars, less traffic, less traffic..more time to slow down to work. Now, as you tend to slow things down, you get smooth with the road and roads are pleasent sometimes. Ya'll get to meet all sorts of Aholes there and some of course the freindly peeps. And sometimes, ya'll meet the too friendly peeps. Whereby, ya'll just felt like givin em the finger. Dumb shit, i aint sayin i aint friendly at all...but id rather smile and be cheeerful at things.hahahhaha..i guess peeps who knows me, they would intentionally know what i do.

Like, i was sayin..it is a slow wednesday today and..im beginnin to get a lil lazy. I come to know that im bout to end my "internshit". Hell it was a great experience workin with these great peeps that have taught me alot. And of course loads of small loop holes i come to know bout. With that...aha!With that, it had gotten me more curious and wanna know more. Its like ya'll get to see the inside scoop of some story and you just wanna dig more why'd the story goes bout like that..hahahahah..

Fo the usual thang i be doin, customers desire to get their lame ass thingy done. Some with wierd taste, and some had extrodinare ideas but too bad dude, msia aint got none of the tech were dealin here with...some peeps aint it?ahahahhahha..

Then there are the casual smillin peeps. Seems good and friendly and easy to over come. But behind every fishin pond there sure is some nutty "Burd Brains" chirpin and scarin the dam fishes away. OIT! i may or am a chi but i got a tongue of a british foul mouthed basterd and an att of a niggah be pushin the button fo my tempo...nah~i aint gonna beat em up, im just gonna pamper..and perhaps some shit loads ideas fo him to screw round..hahahhahaha..

Workin in this line just totally great. I may have loads of probs facin and screw this shit and that shit but hey, this is life and its fuckin real. Who says its gone be easy!?ahahhahahhaa

Wednesday...i love the mid week theyre just amazin and keeps ya lookin fo the weekends where you can enjoy the week by tugged up in ya bed late and lookin fo more fun!THIS IS HOW WE DO IT MOFO!!!

Remember how great it was when were kids Sesame Street were on tv and sing-a-long songs?!Thats life.

Im innocent

Aight, i just could sleep at the night, been loads in my mind and i just want them get it out but how...

Yo, i got a a lil some this which i called it a diss,
so occupy ya lips ya can give it a kiss
my ass,
never had the chance ya wanna see me
ya wanna be me...ya can come and see me
who the fuck!?
word son, this is some real shit
thats bout to get a hit
no ya aint imaginatin things that giv ya some split
in ya brains but ya just witnessed somethin that make me wanna spit
at ya
who the fuck are ya to tell me what to do
i just strated to rhyme like a fuckin beast
hopin ya be ma feast
i dont see ya fist what was that shit!
my dinners pressure and i enssure
everythin goes accordin to plan and imma only cure
yea....you reading this
i know ya waitin fo the subtitles
you dont have to wait no more
as these comes by like my lil recitle
and i still hold the fuckin title, makin me al vital
mohd ali's my idol..but i pray god so he be continue be the man of my idol
ya can tell ya friends that i started this scrap
but what do ya know...ya hair looks more like a crap.

i just wanna get it out man.just fuckin high on a blunt...i hope it aint offending ya...so..u take it...and u have it.

Brain Stucked

At this point i just didnt know what i b doin or writtin, all i had my my fuckin hand couldnt do nothing. Cant even ball at the moment where by i had 4 screws in there holdin on and gripp my moves and making some matter outta it. I had lots in my mind as i got my haters waitin fo me to go down to the valley of the shadow and death. At my right are my happy life as i had now in my pocket lingering waitin to be out like candies to eat on em. But i just couldnt figure out where or how the shitty things be gone. Hated my condition now or should i be sounding my situations on a loose.

Operation: Operation cut hand

Ahhh...tis may seem to be the last blog that im bout to reach out to ya'll...and so, i pray again that God, would give me peace and serenity to enter into that chilly room of Operation Theater and hope not to bang onto death if i were to see one. Standing with a pitch fork or a semi moon crested blade sayin Hi to me. I aint over and still I got loads of haters and lovers all around me.





Oooo..this is cool...i was bout to wonder can they snap an Xray of my head...heehehhehe...aight peeps..more to come...time fo a lil nap and needles from the sexxay nurses..